Leighton Meester

I'll marry here. I will. Just watch me.

Nointeyn

So I'm almost 19.... wow...

Kind of crept up on me, but i've been in existence for quite a long time. It's been rather interesting...

Uni is creeping up on me now. I figure if I watch 1 online lecture per day (and occasionally 2 on a weekend), I'll be caught up by SWOTVAC. Probably not as good a plan as me going to classes... but i'm working on that.

So it's my last day at Dell tomorrow, too *sniff*. As much as I loved the job and loved the friends i made, i think it's a good thing. I need to cut back. I need more time to study/relax. I'm way to sleep deprived and never have enough time to relax. Plus, it means i can put more time in to Semper. Stay tuned for the 3rd issue, it's gonna ROCK!

Anyway, I've been ignoring the lecture going on in the background of me typing this... but he's in fast forward and is still talking slower than normal people.

But I have been playing 'The Last Remnant" a lot, and the game ROCKS! Kicks the shit out of crappy Lost Odessy, but still doesn't come close to FFVII... and nothing ever will. But the image is 'Torgal' and he is a freakin BADASS!

Kittehz!

Love this video. So Cute!

Gatz n life n shit

So after watching a 7.5 play then coming home to wrap myself up in  quilt and listen to coldplay.... I have become very self-reflective.

At first I thought about my life in general: I have very little direction. I know what I want, I know what I'm aiming for and I know what I'll become and they are all very different things. I'm afraid the life I wont will not provide the life I want to live, so I'm aiming for something that will, but piss my life away so badly that I'll probably lose all of it.

I know, all things considered, that Brisbane isn't the place for me. I just don't know whether I can give up what is here and move interstate (ie. Melbourne). I fluctuate with my feelings on this subject, but I do have some amazing friends and will find it very hard to leave them (we may stay in touch, but it wont EVER be the same). I think it would be quite difficult to pick up a new life...

Then there's my romantic life... or lack there of. I'm not too sure of what it could be: fear of rejection, self-loathing, hidden homosexuality or a combination... but I've been pretty lonely in this facet of my life. Certainly more lonely than I could have been (given the opportunities that have presented themselves). I attribute this partly to things in my past, but I second-guess myself with questions of it being an excuse...

Anyway, it's late and I'm tired...

PS. Gatz is an absolutly incredible piece of work and if it ever comes back I strongly recommend you go see it. In the mean time, go read the book (The Great Gatsby).

Poe Poe

I just wanted to say Poe Poe cause I laugh everytime the stereotypical black dude says it in GTA 4...

But, on that subject, I got RBTd today... And only had one P Plate on. They didnt notice. Dont you love how the do their big speel about what to do. I dont think it is possible for them to put any less effort into that...

Anyway... My body clock is completly messed up... still. Went to bed at 3:30 on friday night, 4 on saturday and 3 on sunday. I should really try and fix it, it's not too healthy. I woke up at 2 today...

And IT'S COLD! YAY!!! I like the cold :) so much better than the heat. At least you can warm up easily...

So... that's it, really. I dont have much to blog about these days. Check back in a while ;)

GJ

This was on seek.com:

Suitable applicants must posses the following criteria:

 

 *   Must own there own vehicle

Your grammatical prowess make me incredibly eager to apply...

dipshits...